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Shoot, the bitch broke her word again! Okay, here's the story. It was brought to my attention by one of my roommates telling me people in the Deaf community has been saying that it was not true about my exwife's second husband who raped her while they were seniors back in high school. If you are one of those peeps who think it is not true, step back a little bit. Hello?!?! I would never make such a serious statement like this if it was not true! Back in 1995, I was hanging out with Tim and we were starting to become good friends. When my ex found out about it, she panicked and told me that Tim, her exboyfriend in high school, raped her. Believing her words, it turned me off and I didn't associate myself with him. As I got to know her better before and after our marriage, I noticed small clues and little signs that she wasn't telling me the truth. Of course, I have caught her telling her folks fancy fibs and getting away with it! When I approached her several times on the topic of her past exboyfriends, she told me that she also got forced by another exboyfriend in California. Again, I believed her which I realize now that it was a BIG mistake. About a week before we got married, I was there when she confessed to her mother about Tim raping her in high school. You see? Can I trust her word for it or not? Again, I trusted her as I was blind in love and was supportive of her. She also told a few other Deaf peeps in Arizona about her past with Tim. They all believed her. Well, after a series of fabricated problems, she left me saying 6 things will happen after she divorces me:

1. "I will be best friends with my mother again and be closer to her!"
2. "I will marry a returned missionary!"
3. "I will wait to marry my returned missionary in the temple and not in the church."
4. "I will not work as a cosmetologist ever again!"
5. "I am going to college and get a degree!"
6. "And FUCK UTAH! I am never moving back here again because I hate most of the people here!"

Okay. Now, see here.. When she left me to move to Arizona, I warned her that I knew she wouldn't accomplish more than 5 of the things she wanted to do. She got pissed at me. That's her problem, living in a dreamland!! Whoohoo! At first, I felt awful about my marriage with her failing and felt very guilty. She was good at making people feel guilty especially me. I took it pretty hard and she didn't give a flying fuck. Anyway, she left to Arizona and spread rumors about me "beating her up many times"! All my personal and good friends knew that was a one fat lie. It was her hitting me everytime she lost control of herself. I admit to being a victim of domestic violence. In fact, her favorite motto is: "It's okay for women to hit the men, but it is not okay for the men to hit the women!" How fucked up is that?!? Then, there's the lie she spread about her being pregnant with my child and miscarrying it during the summer right after she left me. I didn't know if it was true or not! It got me angry because, one, I had the right to know as a father of a child! And, two, if she is making up this bullshit, damn her for trying to get cheap pity from others! That's another evidence she likes to tell fibs! So, she ended up working as a cosmetologist because she doesn't have sufficient skills to work at a different job. Shoot, she broke her word. She ended up getting into this big fight with her mom that unsettled their mother-daughter relationship within the first 6 months living in Arizona. Shoot, she broke her word again! She ended up dating a returned missionary, only to dump him for Tim, the "rapist". For about 9 to 10 months before they got married, she was having a sexual relationship with Tim, who was not a member of the church. Who cares who she is sleeping with?!? It's her integrity in question here. She ended up marrying Tim who is a non-returned missionary. Shoot, she broke her word again! They got married in the church, not the temple. Shoot, she broke her word again! However, they got sealed in the temple a year later. I don't know what she is doing with college nowadays and I don't care. She probably attempted a few courses, but now that she is married, I am sure her attention is elsewhere. Anyway, she now have a kid and she moved BACK to Utah with her husband. Shoot, she broke her word again! People here have told me about her reasons being here: "I miss my family and friends!" LMFAO! The Deaf peeps in Az are turned off by her and she pretty much isolated herself. Her family is always fighting and is fucked up. She moved back because she doesn't have anyone to use and she needed more victims. Most Utah peeps do not know what she had been doing in Arizona. How do I know all this?? Interestingly enough, it was through the hearing world that I learned of this information, I didn't have to ask and I was not interested. But, thankfully, now I know she is a lying bitch who learned her manipulative ways from her mother! It made me better and I knew it wasn't all me that my marriage failed. For the first time, I felt free of her! Now that she is here, I refuse to believe my ex has changed. I refuse to see her because she would pile on more shit than necessary. According to the divorce papers she filed, it had a protective order in saying that we are not to contact each other in any way possible! She is now trying to find me and meet me again. I am not interested in seeing her because I won't let that bitch put me in jail!! If you believe her words, than I am sad to say you have been drawn to her like a moth to a flame. Back to the issue whether Tim raped her or not. Only God, Tim and my exwife knows! Here I am, wondering if he ever raped her at all and that if she ever lied to use that "rape" to ruin my friendship with Tim in the beginning. *Please note this was written out of anger. I am mostly angry at my exwife for the baby part. Now I have ranted and gotten this off my chest, I can focus on better things in the future.

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It has come to my attention that there is a "rumor" going around that involves my exwife and her second husband. I will post a longer entry when I have time, but I want to say this: I would not accuse someone of rape unless it was told by the victim!

damn!! what a night! I dunno if I should post it here and explain what happened. I caught 3 people redheanded doing.... Nevermind!!! :D

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One of my BIGGEST pet peeves is Deaf and hearing people have a lot of misconceptions of interpreters and their roles on the job. Over the summer, I took an RID approved workshop about interpreting. I learned one main thing: Interpreters ARE underpaid! With or without benefits, they are still underpaid! If interpreters are paid 35 to 50 bucks an hour, they only get to see less than 14 bucks income and profit in return!! They have a lot to worry about, working the right number of hours, making sure the evaluation and licensing fees are paid for, to sign up and pay for the workshops to get the required earned credit units for recertification every two years or so, paying any of the medical bills incurred from interpreting, paying for the gas to travel from one interpreting assignment to another, paying for the parking fees at business or school parking lots.. The list could go on! More than half of what interpreters make goes back to making sure the interpreters themselves are certified. It sure doesn't seem to be fair, but that's the way it is right now. The workshop's presentator researched that if things were fair 100% for interpreters, they would be working the top paying jobs in the world, earning approximately 90 dollars an hour plus benefits! End of the line: Interpreters are underpaid, period. They have every right to bitch and complain about having no benefits or not earning enough income on the job! After I took that workshop, I had better respect for the interpreters and made myself shut up about them complaining about low pay and no benefits.

Imagine them having to work 15 to 25 dollars an hour? Now, that's slavery!

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