It's my life... Don't you forget...

It has been a long while since I have posted something personal. Everytime I post a personal opinion or a rant, I get burned by other people. I am not out to get revenge! I am out to tell the truth, and usually, truth hurts. I went to Arizona for several weeks. I came back to Utah after I re-evaluated my relationships and friendships with everyone I know of. I have decided to cut my losses, get rid of toxic people and start being healthy for once. I am putting my health and sanity first. If I suddenly stopped talking to you, it is probably one of the following: one, you don't talk to me so I won't waste yours or my time, two, I got tired of being the 'giver' in this one-way road to friendship, or three, you're a disrespecting asshole, plain and simple. A lot of people got me riled up and angry inside. It is my fault I let that affect me. I didn't like feeling like this at all. I have a list of things and issues I want to get off my chest. On top of my shit list is my church members. People at church haven't been good to me, saying that I don't deserve spiritual support just because I don't attend their services. That really made me feel very unwelcome. I believe in the gospel with all my heart and soul. They would never take that away from me, so I transferred to another church of the same religion so I can get my membership back. Remember, folks, if you get mad at the church, it is the PEOPLE, not the religion! The sole reason I haven't been going to my church for over a year is because of my exwife and her husband. They have been nothing but problems for me, the church and their friends. Some of their friends have come up to me upset with my ex and her hubby. What can I do?? What can I say?? She left me and it was her choice. It is her own messed up life and I want nothing to do with it. Her husband assaulted me at a store Last December. A day later, I went to the church's Christmas party, he was there, threatening me with that I-am-better-than-you-and-I-am-gonna-kick-your-ass-bad-boy attitude. My former roommate witnessed his behavior and knew I couldn't attend church as long as my exwife's husband is around. While I was in Arizona, I came across news that she is leaving him! Honey, I know you left me because marriage was "too hard". And, now, you're leaving for the second time, because you realized being with me was easier. I really feel bad for my exwife's soon-to-be second exhusband. Dude, we could start our own Exhusbands' Club! I think he would have been in a lot of less problems if he had watched himself around our exwife. She is not worth your time or my time, dude. She just want a sperm bank and she got it. It's a sad life to live. Hell, yeah!! I am somewhat bitter because I wasted 6 years of my life on my exwife. Now, I am moving on to better things and making sure I don't get that ball and chain again. I am not afraid to tell people I either like or don't like them. The only people I have no problems with are my best friends, their spouses, my current roommates and their dates. With everyone else, they'll have to earn my trust. My trust in many people was lost very fast in the past several months. My former best friend has been "taking" from me, wasted most of my time and patience. He yelled at me a month ago that I am not being a friend, and I yelled back that he hasn't been a good friend to a lot of people, especially me since last year! I do have a heart of gold and my weakness is my willing to help others when they need it. Thanks to others who took my trust away, I am more cautious around others. Right now, I am pretty tired and wired. I am gonna take a nap and finish my post later tonight.